No more running wild, I am yours for life.
I AM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY! REALLY REALLY HAPPY!!!!! :D
God has really been working my life, I am really thankful for that. I just want to grow the next level, I don't want to maintain at this point! I will grow :D
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy.
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh
You're not sorry no no oh
You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh
I heard this song in the shop, finally found it. Its very very very sad ):
I am feeling like ______ now. Very tired.
My parents the nicest please, want me to see the doctor also don't want to bring me there. I don't want to face it on my own -.- even though its minor but knowing that they are there, gives me the comfort.
:D with Him, all things are possible!
And at least now I know what's going on and what's gonna happen;
Awesome, had prayer meeting just now. Could have stayed till three. But then again, integrity and honesty. So yup, went home at 11 plus. Thank God my dad didnt lock the door. If not, I can just have my own prayer time outside my house till the next morning. Haha, okay kidding.
Anyway, yeah I AM BURNT GUYS I AM BURNT. Instead of becoming tan, I got burnt ): The sun was scorching hot that day and it was right above us, so that resulted in horrible roasted color. Oh wells, it will be gone soon. I hope ): it hurts ah, agony man! I need aloe vera whatever gel. Heard that it will heal faster! Anyone has it and is nice enough to lend me? I am too lazy to get a bottle myself, cause I don't think I would ever need it again! I don't want to be sunburnt anymore ): No more tanning or whatever for me, count me out! D:
Recently, I went back to work again. You know, for october, I haven't been working. So I am kinda used to the life of not working. Now, going back to work is like -.- even though I will have income, but its really very sian! And there's more and more rules such as no handphones allowed, changed of greetings blah blah blah. Aiyo, more and more rules. Oh wells, so constraint. But its the rule, either follow or get terminated -.- OH YEAH! I ran after a shoplifter on thursday, it was such a joke! I wonder how is she now, hope she ain't gonna get anything serious!
Just a little encouragement note for my beloved :D
Joey- Aren't you glad your op is over? (: Heh, I am sure the rest of the project work is gonna be fine alright! All your team hardwork will pay off to a wonderful grade eventually! :D And also over that matter, I am glad both of you are still fine with each other. Take things slow, its your decision anyway :D ily joey rylie!
Weizhe- Bryan! Jia you for your FYP okay! Don't be too stress! Sure can succeed, last year already! Next year can become a man :D All the best ah, don't give up! Will be here to constantly encourage you okay! :D All things are possible with God! Xoxo!
Darrion- Paul Lau! You also don't be too stressed up with school work k? Must balance up your life! I don't want you to switch your body clock and affect your health okay! Take good care of yourself! I don't want you to fall sick! And if there is anything I can help you with (eg, meeting new friends), must let me know! I will be glad to help! (If i am free). Oh yeah, and don't forget to eat your breakfast, lunch and dinner! :D You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you! <3
Vanessa- I love you babe. Thanks for being there for me when I always needed someone to hear me out. Don't worry, I will be here for you if you ever need me! :D Must jia you k, you are starting school soon! Anticipate new stuff that is coming your way! :D Greater things have yet to come!
Hahaha, okay okay! Its gonna be three am soon and I have no idea why am I still so awake! D: And yes, o levels is gonna end soon! Jennifer, lets meet up sooooooooooon (saturday) hahaha! :D if i can meet you, then i will go with you for your biggest event of this year! :D HAHAHA k, i go watch my inuyasha already!
.... thinking about you. (thats the song btw, so stop asking who it is!)
GUESS WHAT, my dad saw my tattoo. Oh man, ): He thinks its Idk real, but indeed, it is real. But then again.. Never mind. He was like asking my mother : "use vinegar to rub off" my mother helped me luhh, we just joke around. However, we didnt use whatever to rub whatever. So yeah. Thank God for that. He didn't really exclaim or anything! Yupppppppppp.
Okay, great. I was down with flu yesterday. Got worst today, and I got fever after taking my temperature. Great ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. And tomorrow I am working ): thats it man. I need strength de worzxzx.
Played pool with meiman, darrion and small boy just now! Hahah, its been around maybe 4 months since I touched that thing, but it feels like forever. Oh wells (: Had fun though! :D Awesome, awesome.
but whether he/she is willing to accept the apology, its a different thing. But God has already forgiven everyone.
Yosh, my hair is bright. I don't really like the colour much! It doesn't suit me, but never mind! Tomorrow gonna play pool with the new friends i think. Bringing my sister along also! I'm quite bored at home :/
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On this day of your life, Huishan, we believe God wants you to know ... that you've been talking to God too much, and not listening enough.
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Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You've learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.
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Yes, I will wait upon Him until I hear Him speak. He has always been there for me when I fail. Indeed, He has answered my prayer, He hears my prayer. Its only right that I hear Him too. I will (: I love You! <3
Pain + pain = painpain OHMAN!
Had halloween party just now, JOL (: Fun but gross! Whats with century eggs please! I am not gonna ever touch that again! Its my first time eating and its already like bad bad experience! Wrong start wrong start! D:
Anyway, I am angry ):< I have to go down to city hall to collect the key either today or tomorrow! D: Because I am working on tuesday! Which no one told me about until I asked. UNTIL I FREAKING ASK!!! Can you imagine how unorganised it is? Yes, I seen my schedule, but thats tentative. As store managers, I feel that they should remind us or even give us our confirmed schedule to avoid miscommunication or missed working days kind of thing. Still I feel its quite -.- I just passed my key to my friend on friday! If I didn't, I wouldn't need to travel down to suntec just to take a key -.- hello?! I pay for my own transportation fees ey. Its not that I am reluctant to do it. But I feel that there ought to be changes to this procedure. What if I stay at Bukit Batok? Must I come all the way to suntec just to take the key? Like super rubbish, really. Just make more spare keys luhhhhhhhhhh! D: no wonder my daddy was so pissed the other time. Now I understand why he was. Like urghhhhhhhh! ):< annoying annoying! But whatever, I rant so much, tmr still have to take the key. HOWEVER, I will definitely voice it out to the sm when I see her. Thats not how things should function in the store luhh. Okay I may not be in any position to say so or do any actions but I feel, there really need to be a change. God, anoint me with the wisdom and the knowledge of appropriate words and tone when speaking to my sm.
Hah guess what? Its 245 in the morning now. My cramps is killing me and yet I am not sleeping. Want to know why? I don't know why either. I seriously can't sleep! D:< I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE #!@#$%^&*!@#$%^
My back's against the wall,
It's crashing down on me tonight.
Happy halloween peeps! :D HAHAHA had a party just now at xiuzhen's house. It was awesome! Even though my glow in the dark shirt, wasnt really glowing cause it was brightly lighted, as in the house, so it actually defeats the purpose of having a glow in the dark shirt for my halloween costume. K never mind about that! (: many friends came, including my sister. I believe they will soon be integrated into the cg, AWESOME! Tomorrow will have a party too, at conference room! HAHAH anyway! Its like 240am in the morning, raining. And I can't sleep again. I need, sleeping pills. Insomnia ): crap crap crap!
Movies that I want to catch before they run away (okay, super lame)
Jennifer's Body (thanks bryan!)
My sister's keeper (Joey when are we watching?)
Love Happens (Ey man, van we go watch k! with the cg)
Speaking of movie! I WATCHED THE MJ TRIBUTE YESTERDAY WITH DARRION, BRYAN AND VANESSA! I AM GLAD I OVERCOME MY FEAR!! HOW DOPE! BUT IT WAS COOL, THE DANCERS ARE LIKE WOW. HE IS LIKE WOW X WOW HAHAHA BUT YEAH, NOT BAD LUHH.
The first one is the worst one;
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