
I think that girl looks quite pretty and she looks kinda like little J :D
Anyway, yes I am angry! As you can see from my title. I slept at 230 yesterday hoping that I can pig all the way today then do the Thanksgiving Banner. BUT BUT BUT my manager called me at 758 asking me to work afternoon shift(130-1030) later. Cause she said the MIT cannot work, she's sick and all. Yes I understand the fact that when you are sick, you can't work. But what pisses me off is that, I didn't get that kind of privilege when I was in pain that day. And instead she said : bobian, you have to finish working. I am like thinking then why can't you get the MIT to work -.- Its supposed to be my rest day today! D:< And never mind, if I do closing today, I will reach home at around 1130 then tomorrow morning I have to do morning which is at 10am. I don't even have the time to get a good rest! Idk luhh, its not like as if my life is 24/7 around cotton on know, I have my own life to catch up on. I am not always on standby just in case someone cant work. I don't know! I am just gonna bring this point across to my manager later. This can't be the way to do things and besides I am just a part timer! PART not FULL! I AM SO PISSED K, I NEED MORE TIME OF MY OWN AND REST! And there's so many things that I need to do for this two weeks :/ and I don't have time to do it! D:< Oh gosh, please pray for me! I need to have more strength and pray that the time that I have on hand to do the cg deco can multiply and I'll be able to complete it before friday! "Through You I can do anything! I can do all things cause it's You who gives me strength! Nothing is impossible" I CONFESS.
Okay enough of the rants >:/ uhhhh yeah, I spent money again. But its for xmas present! Now I am onlyy left with my sister and joey! The cg will get brownie!! New friends too! HAHAHA, xmas xchange, I wonder who is getting for me! :D HAHAHA, oh wells :/ Idk ey, I am like in no mood for anything. I am so so tired plus my back is still killing me. I have no idea why. After a long period of standing up, it just kills >:/ so annoying.
How I wish I have no feelings, then I won't be able to feel anything. Not even my back, not even my heart.
It’s a roller coaster kinda rush.
And I never knew I could feel that much.