Here Lies Our Holiday ♥

Look at the sand, its so pretty! Doesn't it look so soft, almost like the one in bintan! I miss bintan! Anyone wants to go! :D

I kind of missing training for track. If my shin permits me to jump, I would. But nah, it hates jumping. Yup, was suppose to go to sentosa with vanessa. However, the rain came knocking at our doors so we forfeited the idea. And then I went back to sleep till 3! K, still deciding what to have for lunch. Pretty much would end up not eating but then again.. never mind! My sister is sleeping too, so no one to accompany me down! I hate going to the hawker center alone! Machiam loner! ANYWAY, I AM VERY HAPPY OKAY!! I FINALLY GET TO WORK TMR! EVEN THOUGH IT IS 7 HOURS AND ITS DURING FAST WITH NO BREAK! I AM STILL HAPPY! INCOME, I NEED THAT BADLY. Yes, izyan said cotton on is having a walk in interview tomorrow! I hope not, then the o levelers will miss their chance to work in cotton on! Speaking of which! ALL THE BEST TO THOSE OUT THERE TAKING THEIR OS! SOON ITS GONNA BE OVER AND PARTAYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEE! YES YES JENNIFER, YOUR 8A1S KAY! AND YOU KNOW WHAT ON 14TH NOV ;D CANT WAIT!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN SERLIN! :D

We've the 3Rs on earth. You know, reuse, reduce and recycle? Yeah, that night during my qt, I realised that with our walk with Christ there is also the 2Rs which is more important than that previous 3Rs I mentioned. He is our Redeemer and our Refuge .

Redeemer;

Jesus Christ is our Redeemer. His blood redeems our sins. Ephesians 1:7-8 "In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us with all wisdom and understanding." Why is redemption needed? It is because we human, sin! It is for the blood of Christ that our sins have been washed away. Sin is basically like human selfishness. Psalms 103:4 "who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion" Then, we can be sin-free and lead a Christ-liked life (: Even though He who redeems us already have cleared our sins, but humans will be humans. We will fall back to temptation and then sin again. Thats when we must remember to REPENT.

Refuge;

He is our tower of refuge! Like some of the worship songs we sing such as " our tower of refuge..." "a refuge for my soul.." He will be there for us at times when its bad, even when its good He will always be there. Psalms 46:1 "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." Yes, He will be there to help us, He will be a tower that never collapse! Psalms 91:2 "I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust" Yes, trust in Him with all your heart! Lean your ladder towards Him. Go to Him when there's area of doubt, go to Him when you feel like the whole world is against you, because He is for you. He will never reject you, He will welcome you with open arms.

Someday, I want to have this too (:

God has been moving in some areas of my life (: Heh, I love Him more than anything in life. I want to draw closer to HIm. I will be a true worshipper! :D

Oh oh, my parents are looking for new house! At sengkang area? And the reason she gave me was : sengkang nearer to expo. I was shocked to hear that! Then I asked Darrion if thats true, he doesnt know. So its okay! But main thing is, wow. She helping me save time to travel to church ah! HAHA, not bad! Thank God for that! But yeah, must pray that they will be able to find a suitable apartment! :D

Yes, next week is gonna be a packed week. Pray for strength and financial breakthrough! Its really tough, not having money -.- i cant believe I am saying that! But yeah! Oh wells, wells. Oh yeah, yesterday was the bazaar for JOL. Not bad luhh, given the space constrain and such! :D Yes yes, I have come up with my 12 choices for my next year poly choices! Better be wise choices, I don't want to end up regretting :/ like how I got into MI. But then again, I miss MI a little. Izyan and gang pls pls pls meet up soon k!

Let it go; A fool of everyone

Seek first the Kingdom of God and all will be added unto you Gonna post my revelation up soon. Its good, I feel (:

I can't help but to agree with it. However, I will not be on my own. I will be with Him. He will guide me through all! I will not give up even with all the persecutions. I will endure, I WILL ENDURE! Just when things have been settling down, problems arose again. I am very sure its the annoying creature that is doing all the work. But nonetheless, I won't give up this time round! I will continue to run the race for God, I will stand strong on my beliefs and won't let anything around me bring me down. Seriously, ANYTHING.

I choose to abandon all the remarks, comments that I have heard. Those are nothing to me, mere talking. I choose to believe Him. I choose to wait upon Him, till He show me Himself. If not, those are just passing comments THAT I can choose not to believe and not to care about. I might seem as though I don't care, but I do please thank you very much. Like as if I don't have feelings like that -.- I can't help but to think of it, everything seems so evident. BUT BUT BUT, thats it luhh, thats it. I don't like people who say one thing and does the other. Super contradictory plus hypocritical plus idk all the chim english words. But yeah. I will pray that I will be able to change myself and not the circumstance! AMEN! Pray also that I won't fall back to the temptations.

ykily, pdgmfhtyvm. y,imsianrfar. btiabyhlgotp. rnicbbtdaa, jgleiGh, Hwptwfu, iwamtbt.

I believe that You are the one that is putting me through all these trials and tribulations. And also that this is the work of Devil, because he knows what can tear me down. That is why he is doing all this, to hurt me and all. But I believe that You will let me overcome it at the end of the day for You won't put me through things that I cannot endure. Even at times like this, I choose to praise You. I love You and I won't give up. The journey will be tough, no one promise of easy and smooth way, but PERSEVERE HUISHAN!

Seriously, I can't be bothered. Fine if you want to chase me out, I will go.

Human sometimes wonder why haven't we get this yet? Or like, 'why she can, I cannot?' kind of thing. Like what the picture actually dictate, its simply because you are not ready. And if you force yourself to it, it will only turn out bad. It might be good for the first few weeks, but over the time, you will realise its really not working out for you. Like what Mar has shared the other time. Even when we pray for things to happen, it doesn't. Thats because He wants us to receive it at the right time. He planned the way for us, we should learn to trust in Him more than anything else. Psalm 9:10 (NIV)- Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, LORD, have never forsaken those who seek you. God will never forsake us, He will always be with us. Be it the good or bad times, morning or night, rain or shine. Joshua 1:5 (NIV)- No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you. If you feel like as if God isn't there for you when you needed Him, you are wrong! HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU!! Our God is a good God, He knows exactly when and what to place us in. He will mould us into better people, to be more like Him. Therefore when the time is right, when He feels that we are ready, He will bless us with all that He wants. There will be abundance (:

i should let pictures do most of the talking now, a picture paints a thousand words.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAT BESTFRIEND! OKAY I AM A DAY LATE FOR THIS CAUSE I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO POST! ANYWAY, I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY! :D HAHAHA, ALTHOUGH MY SURPRISE KINDA FAILED! AND CAN YOU IMAGINE IF THE TEACHER WAS TO CHASED ME OUT OF THE SCHOOL, THEN THERE WILL BE NO SURPRISES! BUT NONETHELESS, HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN! AND THANKS PAMELA FOR THE MONKEY :D WE BOTH HAVE THE SAME ONE NOW! HOW COOL RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT!

ANYWAY, I STILL THINK EC VERY CUTE! :D SHE'S PROBABLY THE HOTTEST, COOLEST, DOPEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! ;D AND MY FINGERS VERY PAIN! BUT OH WELLS, NO PAIN NO GAIN! YOU CAN PRACTICE HARD ON YOUR DRUMS AND I ON GUITAR, THEN WE FORM A BAND K! (WHICH APPARENTLY WONT HAPPEN CAUSE ITS SUCH A JOKE!) ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, THIS ENTIRE POST IS FOR YOU, CAUSE I AM LIKE LITERALLY TALKING TO YOU ALR! :D SEE YOU IN CHURCH TMR, AND TRIANGLE WORZXZXZXZXZXZXZ

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